Bad day!!

Assalamalikum girls, so i had a rough day from start to finish really. I didnt sleep last night, i had a dream about me & my mum being held hostage at my grandparents house in UK. It was weird and i couldnt really sleep after it, well ended up wakin up at 650am and was late to get out of the house for my ride (i was going to work cause it was easier to get a taxi from there than my house) eventually get to work, after everyone asks how i am i eventually get offered a lift to the hospital from a friend who is on MAT leave but her & her hubbie are moving away. So we get to my appointment, and the dr tells me he can 'fix' my hand... after not really understanding he started talking about skin grafts from my leg, well that was when i freaked and didnt really hear much. What i did hear that i didnt want to was that i cant start work on monday we finally decided to have me go in on tuesday for a checkup, its the top of my hand he is concerned about. He says if it heals over 90% by tuesday they will leave it, if not they will look at doin the skin draft on wednesday, keep me in overnight and see how it goes. He said usually they leave it 2wks and then allow them to go back to work on light duties, which was stressing me out no end.

so i get back to work, they tell me they wont pay for parking cause officially i left yesterday. How bad is that?? really peeved me off. So we go out for dinner which was really nice, and everyone paid for our meals too which was not expected. Then we went back to work, cause i got the lift in the morning, so i was waiting for her in the afternoon too.

Fast forward.... Im home, I have a little rest, well try cause i get phoned twice in the process. Then the lady who owns the house where I live starts shouting my name 'i have many parcels for you' heehee which was exciting. In the end I ended up with 6 new hijabs, a little book & matching photoframe, a copy of Iqra newspaper and a little handbag. Masha'allah I was soo pleased, I showed Anisah my hijabs and she says they all suit me so well alhamdulillah. So now insha'allah i will email a sister, and tomorrow talk to another to say thanks for thinking of me and may Allah (swt) reward them for their thoughts and intentions.

So Ive just watched Ghost whisperer then I phoned my mum... BIG MISTAKE!!! Subhanallah... as soon as she picked up the phone i could tell she was going to say something to annoy me. So she starts off by askin if i gave the girl who gave me a lift anything for petrol or parking, i tell her i paid half parking but didnt think about the petrol.. so she goes off on one calling me selfish and tight with my money. I dont generally carry money around with me, so i dont see it in my purse, so i never really think about it. She says i should realise im not a student anymore and should start thinking about things like this, so when i answer her next question with a short reply its all about her, 'so u dont answer cause i moaned at u' no.. i answered because thats the reply.. she goes, ok fine, if u dont want to talk to me hang up... now could u imagine the reply if i did do that?? she carries on complaining about other things.. namely not wanting to drive in the winter..... so in the end i just tell her im going to get ready for college... its too much for me sometimes, may Allah (swt) give me the sabr to cope with my mum. She just made me feel so crap, especially after not the best day, i finally feel like things are looking up then it goes back down again. Its sucks!!!

Anyways, sorry for going on. Im going to bed now. Fi amenallah