Hand update

Assalamalikum, so i went to the hospital yesterday which cost $60 each way, insha'allah ill get that money back. So i get to the plastics clinic and my doctor is in surgury so i go for a hot chocolate and a walk around. I finally see the resident at around 1040am she pulls off my bandages cleans it up a little, painfully may I add... takes a look at the burns, takes a few pics for the doctor to see and talked to me about it. Alhamdulillah she says she was expecting worse and that its going ok, she asks about pain, I tell her about the stabbing pains I keep getting on the deep burn at the top of my hand and the stiffness of the whole hand since they cut open the blisters. She says everything looks fine and that i should keep up with my exercises more so now, so Im trying to stay away from the computer cause my fingers dont actually move that much position wise. She also made an appointment for me to see the doctor next week and told me that was that. Im like.. hmm, ok, my questions now.. can i go back to work?? on modified duties?? obviously not back into the lab but admin work and such, she pulls a face and says she would rather i didnt cause the hand needed rest, elevation and not the opportunity to mayb be used unintentionally. So now im off work, and Im not going back to my old job which is a little sad cause well.. i wont see everyone, they are going out for something to eat next week and im trying to get there with them. Insha'allah things will work out for the best, Allahu alim. I phoned the agency and told them what has happened, he told me he would phone the guy at the job and explain that i might need to rest my hand the first few weeks.... insha'allah hes ok with this, im gonna email him now and see what he says. The hospital has also decided that i only need to change the bandages once a day, which is good so Im waiting for the nurse to come this morning. In the meantime im going to try for another shower insha'allah then tidy my room a little cause its a mess. dont really feel like cleaning up when u cant even use your hand properly im trying to stay on the positive side... i had a big freak out wednesday night after seeing some of the skin (looked like massive scarring, but found out it was dead tissue and after it being soaked yesterday the skin does actually look like its coming off alhamdulillah) and not being able to open a bottle of saline solution. Felt soo helpless and as some of u may know, i dont like relying on other people... hmmm wonder how h2b will cope with that when hes hubbie. Something to think about

Well, thats me signing off now girls... insha'allah hear from u all soon. Remember me, and the ummah in a similar position to me, in ur duaa for a quick and full recovery. Fi amenallah