12 March 2009

Random randomness

Be warned....
Im still waiting for 2 postcards, one from Aalya and another from my friend Nashwa who went to Morocco recently :D Im excited about the prospect of receiving them and feeling jealous about their travels :P
As much as I love my home city of Liverpool, the travelling Ive done in my living places allow me to see the nastiness of the city too. Living where I am now, just outside of Liverpool where people who dont have the accent call themselves scousers and those with a part accent tell you they live in a different county than Merseyside and want no connections with Liverpool. I dont have a thick accent, but I still get taunted for it and people still know where Im from, those from here will say 'but youre not a true scouser' (regarding the less thick accent) until they ask what are Im from and realise its right in the centre - not on the outskirts of a different city like them. I like my city, I like what it represents and I like who it made me alhamdulillah. Now this isnt why I started this paragraph... being from Liverpool and living just outside I see how the youth try to be the stereotype that most scouse youths arent. I feel safe as houses in Liverpool, but walking through a field in broad daylight here, I feel a presence all the time. I hear the foul language of the youth here that I dont hear in Liverpool, I see the random spitting on the floor and total disregard for the health of those around you, I saw someone doing a David Beckham the other day (did you see the photo of him blowing his nose without a tissue in the middle of a game?) I see the disrespect of elders here and it sickens me.
In other way Im seeing this as a country thing too, people keep asking me do I miss Canada. And truthfully, now, yes I do... because I have nothing else to do at the moment, and I see things here that disgust me that I havent seen in the 4 years plus Ive been in Canada. I dont see dog muck on the floor or in a shopping centre (truthfully!!) I dont see the amount of litter over there outside that I do here. I didnt see kids hanging on street corners to only nearly fall over their beer cans the next day.
Im still waiting to hear about the job interview I had last friday, and I applied for a job today that (unknown to me when I applied) is the same company just a different department. So got lots of prospects out there, Allahu alim.
Today I realised that Ive put on a over a stone (US/Canada read 14 pounds) since Ive got back to UK. Ok, so I lost a lot of weight as some of you may remember over Ramadhan and some time after, now Im not the heaviest person in the world but when you get used to a weight for the majority of the time you remember its sort of hard when you move. Now Im not sitting on my bum all day, but obviously Im doing less movement than when I was working. So Ive decided, Im cutting out my processed foods, drinking only water, milk & hot drinks made with both (no sugar) cutting down on bread stuffs and insha'allah Im going to use my cousin's wii fit for at least an hour a day, starting from tomorrow :D this is my plan... I dont like the getting fatter feeling, Ive got used to my body shape and I dont like feeling the tightness on my jeans.
No new news about my uncle, hes still sedated, and still on the ventilator... his oxygen levels are up and down so no change really.
I overheard a conversation of an 11/12 year old (I know her age!) she said... 'Why would I want to speak Spanish? Im English' I pray this isnt a U turn in the youth of today.. not after we have fought so much to make people realise that un-English really isnt that bad

6 comments:

  1. Post card is in the mail..sorry its late... its the thought that counts!

    I can't believe that it really is so dirty...hmm oh yeah thats just gross about Beckham... like Ewwwwww

    I'm praying that the job stuff works out well! Inshallah!

    Glad to see you back to blogging!

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  2. sorry sister, but I can't remeber- I thought u lived in Canada? Why did u move back to UK? Are u gonna move back to Canada, insh'Allah?

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  3. Salam alyssa... yes I used to live in Canada, Im not planning on going back to Canada but God has his own plan... I moved back for numerous reasons.. homesick, family.. the usual really

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  4. Assalamu alaikom,
    Canada (and America) misses you, too, EH!

    You putting on fourteen pounds is probably a good idea, not a bad one. LOL It's good to have a little meat on your bones! Your diet sounds like a starvation diet to me, the carb queen. LOL Anyway, enjoy the Wii Fit. It looks like a lot of fun.

    I can relate to what you've written about your feelings about your hometown, etc.

    Your family continues to be in my prayers.

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  5. Salam alaykom...
    Does UK still feel like home though?
    It's kinda a hard thing to define..where one feels at home.. I think depends on circumstance and the heart in the moment maybe.
    As you MUST know I agree with Eyes on the weight gain. But can see your point too. Can I suggest maybe instead of LOSING the weight.. just to eat healthier and get more exercise? Focus on health more than weight?
    I know I sound like a mom...but I know that you're planning on eventually getting married and a baby inchaallah and I cannot even begin to tell you how them little ppl suck all the good outta ya ;) So.. might be a great idea to do that...like eat all the breads u want.. just eat the high fibre healthy type?
    I have been doing this for a while ( minus the ice cream cravings) I know I feel much much better...
    anyway... you have me convinced about the Wii... I just might break down and get one myself..let us know how that goes..cause I wanna hear ur input b4 I invest hehe.

    I have to say..loving the UK.. I have a hard time with the garbage and stuff I saw too. ( morocco included ) if only people would take more pride and just pick it up? Every year in Montreal they get volunteers together and go around the city picking up garbage..Maybe its something to look into and start yourself? You are great at motivating and organizing !! Think of the headlines...
    MUSLIMS CLEANING UP>>>>
    hehehe

    Your family and you..as always are in my prayers...for strength and sabr. Incha'allah.
    xoxo

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  6. You have won a award...

    come check it out http://humblemuslimah.blogspot.com/2009/03/l-love-your-blog.html

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