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Salam, its been awhile since I last wrote as Ive been offline for the last week. My mum was over to visit my uncle and sort things out for him so we were down there with no available internet connection. He is still critically ill in Intensive Care and everything is in the hands of our creator so Im leaving at that. My mum was just as annoying as usual with her constant criticisms, questions and assumptions, but did I really expect anything else? I fool myself. Anyways, life is going to get back to routine now insha'allah, I had a run in with my grandfather this morning which really knocked me for 6 and left me in tears for a good while (Im filling up now just thinking about it) I could do with a friend here but for now I just have to deal with it myself unfortunately but Allah only tests me with what I can cope with, thats what I have to keep reminding myself. Hopefully things will get better soon because I really dont know how much longer I can cope with this emptiness.