Work

So its going fine alhamdulillah.. people are still being nice to me, still sticking to myself and not opening up too much before I get to know people, still feeling like the prize toy and not being big headed about it like I thought I may be... because, he asked me about marriage today :| how uncomfortable!! Am I really as ready for marriage as I was trying to tell myself? Is this the best Im going to get? Was my mum really right all those years ago when she was telling me the same thing? (obviously not about the same guy!) hmmm.. pondering to do. Allahu alim